Noooooo. Tell me, today wasn't went like this. Today should be awesome with the quiet eyes poem.
Now, I'm devastated for the English Paper. What I've done is totally wrong. What's wrong with me when I did planning for the essays ? The plot, tenses, language are what makes my marks gone more than half. The most important section which helps to score. Everything no more, no more...... I even failed History. I FAILED IT.
How great. The marks that I got are getting lower and lower.
Feeling lost. Really devastated. Maybe feeling regret too ? I don't really know what my mind is thinking, doing or how it is working.
I'm at the negative side today.
I'll blame myself for not hardworking enough, not much effort I've put this time, I can do better than this. I BELIEVE MYSELF. Well, I won't evade, I'll face the fact bravely. As my sister said, SPM is important than school exams. Noone will ask for school exam results, they only see SPM. There's still chance for getting A's.
So, I've the idea for what to do during the coming holidays.
I think I'm not going for work this year, cousin having SPM and left me alone, will be super bored.
Do a schedule for revision. It's a must to master the History. I won't let the failed case happen again. Once is enough, a big no to second time/no second time at all.
Read. I need to read a lots. Lack of reading leads to lack of idea. Lack of idea leads to weak plot for eassy.
Strengthen my writing and reading skills. Not forgetting vacabulary !
Plan a routine for exercise. I want to cut down weight then maintain it in a healthy way.
That's all for now.
Continue next day.
