Friday, February 10, 2012

Out Of My Mind

LAST NIGHT.
I don't know why I've a strange feel of depressing. I found 2012 is tough.
All about school and tuition classes at this age.
Started in January, the second week of school which school works are starting to be given.
I was like everyday afraid of not completing the homework.
School teachers release stress not in the way of mentioning SPM all day long but in another indescribable way.
Time, I've no idea why I can't have you long.
Actually the daily routine are the same as last year, time for tuition classes do not change.
Everything are STILL the same, but why ?

When I stare at my monthly plan, I'm afraid.
Term test will be on the end of this month, 2 more weeks.
I couldn't draw out time for revision. I know I've to study more.
Covers Form 4 syllabus and part of Form 5.
My dear, it's only term test and I felt everything wasn't right.
How am I going to survive for the Mid-Year or even TRIAL ?

And yeah, ballet exam soon. Please don't, I do not want to go for it ALONE.
I'll be frighten for doing all the exercise alone. Someone to accompany, especially when forgotten exercise due to nervousness, I can look at them of how to start or something.

PLEASE DONT DO THAT TO ME.
PLEASE. PLEASE. PLEASE.


*PRAY WITH MY SINCERE HEART


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